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With feelings, emotions and thoughts. Wednesday, July 27, 2011
 Learning how to live at 8:00 PMAssuring myself that it'll be okay. I know what I hope for, but I don't know what to expect. I guess I would be expecting the worse. Is that protecting myself from being hurt, or am I being negative? I wish I wish I wish, how I've wished for so long. And how I've been disappointed each time. To be honest, I'm still wishing now, but I'm also trying not to be so fragile, again. I don't know if I'll succeed, or I'll end up going back where I was again. But I know I do not want to go back there. The question is how. Wish. Hope. Pray. Forget. Live. Labels: Feelings Saturday, June 25, 2011
Love? at 1:32 PMLove is when you want to be with that person no matter what happens. You say it's guilt. Guilt can't bring you anywhere that far. After all this time, you say it's guilt. How do you want me to accept it after everything we have been through? I tell you, not everything is guilt. There is love. But now, I wasn't so sure anymore. I thought about it, it doesn't make sense. You're not making sense. Maybe you are a liar, like what you said. But how can those times be a lie?! Suddenly I can't see anymore. I can't see and be sure of anything anymore. I'm lost. Labels: Feelings Friday, June 24, 2011
Worry at 12:16 PMAgain. Miracle please? :( Labels: Feelings Monday, June 20, 2011
反正我也不在乎 at 5:28 PM我知道，那是反话。 Labels: Feelings Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Holidays! at 12:06 PM I still have three more weeks of holidays to go. Feeling so relaxed and elated. I wanna stay like this for a long long time but I know I'll get bored soon if this continues without an end. Looking at my list-to-do during the holidays, well, they're just so inviting. I guess I have been abandoning my blog very much. Crappy posts and stuff. I guess I always follow my mood. I'll just do it when I want to, I don't see this as something that I ought to do. Sometimes I feel that I spent too much money. This is a random statement, I know but it just happened to cross my mind this moment. Spent money buying this and that, like, loads of books. (I still have six unread books) And yesterday I just spent 70 bucks buying three Disney classics which I can just watch them from youtube anyway, my boyfriend pointed out. But but but, I guess I just don't wanna watch it from youtube. I got Tarzan, Lilo & Stitch and Monster Inc. And still planning to buy more, what the hell. I blame HK Disneyland for making me itch to watch all these childhood classics. I love those, like Beauty and the Beast, Little Mermaid, Dalmation 101... Now children watch everything in 3D, like maybe, Pingu? D: Idk about that but I think it is boring. Judgmental? Maybe.  And since I saw the dolphins I guess I kind of fell in love with them x) Labels: Random Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Worry at 9:30 PMI am frustrated and worried about something these past few days. I don't know what would I do if, that happens. Sometimes I would think that, it might, but sometimes another voice said, you're just paranoid. Hope it turns out all right. :( Labels: Feelings Friday, May 20, 2011
You can ignore this. at 11:41 PMHe just don't get it does he? No he don't. And he won't. You're not the one feeling hurt, of course. And yet you assume that I shouldn't get so over emotional about things. Things that hurt, mind you. Tired and stressful doesn't give you the right to say the things you've said and to give you an excuse to be out of it the minute you've said sorry. You took things for granted. Labels: Feelings |
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